Monday, October 19, 2009

Confused as shiz

I cry silver tears

But you still couldn’t see them

Eyes too dark

Space around me too thick for light to cut through my thoughts

Ima poison myself with these thoughts

Sippin sippin on momentous touches, kisses, secrets…

I’m overdosing

I cry gold tears

They splash down heavy

Making dents in the pavement right in front of my feet

Creating potholes for whatever girl is next for you

To follow in my footsteps

I hope she trips and scraps her shit up so she won’t be able to do…

This is gonna make me resent you in a second

Instant gratification

Turns to temporary arguments

Into long term scars

One morning, round 6, Ima rollover on my tears and conclude that I hate you

And the words will sting so bad that my pride won’t even allow me to ask the Lord for help

I’d rather have silver and gold than to pray in vain.

So I’ll cry my tears and suffocate in my prideful loneliness

And wait for time to fix this


Peace. Love. Happiness. Music

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