Post Friend Deletion

I guess you’d say that we’re done

And I know I made it seem that way

Told you to never speak to me ever again

Told you you’re a physical representation of my bad karma

Updated my facebook statuses

Telling the world how id been crying for days

Knowing you were reading

Hurting

Regretting

Misery loves company

I didn’t update you though

On the fact that I still haven’t stopped crying

1 month later…they still fall

I stop what I’m doing whenever a white Vic passes

I avoid going out on weekends

I don’t know what id say to you if I saw you

Maybe id start by telling you that I don’t hate you

That I love you … so much

And that I’m grateful for you

And that I’m praying for you

And your happiness

Although I know id be a mess if I saw you happy with another

I wanna meet you all over again

Introduce myself

Get to know you

Cause right now I just don’t know why life brought it

Down

I guess you’d say that we’re done

I wanna call you and tell you all the secrets to being immortal and healing what’s been broken

But I know you’ve changed your number

If you ever happen to change your mind

My number is the same

And maybe we could go scuba diving into the depths of love

Although neither one of us know how to swim

Being in love with you makes me go dumb…yes

But at least I’m a functionally illiterate when it comes to you

No I can’t read the signs that its over

But I know the story of our tragedy by heart

Right by my heart is where all of this took its start

Until the river of love flowed its way into my ocean of troubles

Infiltrated my heart with flood alerts

But I didn’t take heed

Held my breath and bathed myself in you

And now that the heat from my bitterness is evaporating the water

I feel how cold it gets when I don’t have your waters to make me feel weightless

You’d say that we’re done

And I guess that may be true

Guess ima have to cancel the swimming lessons I scheduled for me and you

Return the floaties I bought from the reconciliation supermarket

But I’m thinking ima still keep the nose plugs I got from experience.com

Cause I’m still holding my breath hoping we’re not done.

Peace. Love. Happiness. Music